Been trying to stay positive but to be honest it is getting harder and harder for me to do it.
I am a socially awkward person and i struggle to make friends because of that. The ones i have i value a lot since they are hard to replace for me. So it really baffles my mind that someone would rather throw things away over stuff that could easily be replaced. It is worse if this involves breaches in trust and lies. And then you are told not to say anything about this to avoid making a mess in the house. It is horrible, and i know that eventually things will get worse and the mess will be bigger than the one you are trying to prevent.
I feel disrespected and undervalued and yet i can’t do anything about this because i end up being the asshole badguy. Doesn’t help that people keep promising stuff that they don’t even keep for years and i am here just waiting for stuff to happen in good faith to them.
I guess i just needed some venting.
Sorry for the shitty update text, i’ll try to be more “positive” on the next comic update.